just came back from shopping with weijie and teckyen.
haven't met up with them for a year.
i was shopping for magazines for C at borders
dont want him to feel bored when i'm working.
i never ever want him to feel left out or neglected.
teckyen bought his WII,
weijie bought shirts. (i chose them :D)
i saw a lot of men apparel that i fancy.
really wish i could revamp C's wardrobe.
every piece of clothing i took interest in makes me
wanna pull out my card and get it for C.
even though i know he may not like it. HAHA.

walked past roger dubuis and audemar piguet today,
one day. one day C, we will get what we want and
what we worked so hard for.
even if it means i gotta swallow my pride,
crush my ego, cry my eyes out and
let my confidence level hit rock bottom.
i will never give up. i will never let loose.
for when i do feel like giving up, i will always remember
why i held on in the first place.
for cayden, for the broccoli, for us.
for the lines that meant we're forever.

it may get harder and harder with each passing month.
my determination may fade
but its the faith that i hold onto so fervently
that makes me strong.

/i dont need a parachute. baby, if i got you.